One photo just looks pretty dramatic and I feel like I looked a bit emo with the light effect and facial expression (or lack of) so I entitled this post aptly… to envoke a feeling of regret. (Is it working? No? Okay, I tried!)
When I think of things unsaid, could-have and would-have beens, and missed chances, it gets me down (Ano ba english for nakakapanghinayang? lol) and wanting to time travel to the past to possibly change present events. Kung pwede lang! Do you remember awkward moments when you said something and after a few minutes realize that you shouldn’t have? Like you just wished to swallow the word/s you clumsily spilled out. Or when the opposite happens and you never said what you really felt (maybe hurt? jealousy? Whatever). Time flies and you think about how you just should have been brave enough to say it, to let it out.
These what-ifs exist and will haunt us for the rest of our lives. It bugs our minds late at night when we’re doing nothing but blankly staring into the ceiling *Possibly with some chill music in the bg*. Be honest- there was that time when you got pissed at yourself for not saying “it” whatever “it” may be. I don’t know what I’m trying to get to but maybe thoughts like these should remind us to speak now. Tell people how you feel! At the same time, be honest to yourself. 😉
By the way, I love how the shots came out! My sister and I had time to play a bit.
Stradivarius kimono; shorts | Mango tank top; flats; bull necklace
Photos by Sara Paredes
Of course I’m ending with Colbie Caillat’s song here! This post was practically inspired by it.